So I am officially at the end of my first month of gaining. I was going to do 2 weeks on cream, two weeks off, but during my 2nd week off I got apprehensive and I really missed drinking it, so I started another two cycle early. I’m getting a bit addicted… I’m about 5 days into the 2nd cycle.
I weighed myself (empty) this morning and I am 156.7. Wow. I have put on almost 17 pounds of pure fat in the last month. Some changes I have noticed with the added weight.
-for the first time in my life, you can’t see my ribs unless I suck my gut in
-my pecs are totally soft and I am starting to get the beginning stages of moobs. The are around my nipples is particularly softening up, they are starting to point out ever so slightly
-my thighs fill out my pants so much now, they fit like those ultra-skinny jeans around the thigh area. I can still be my 28’s and 29’s on, but they are really uncomfortable to wear for more than an hour. The 31’s I bought are snug. My ass has also grown quite a lot, my fat distribution seems to not shy away from my feminine areas much
-I have had a weird sensation on both my hips for a while, which recently reveled itself to be the beginning of side rolls/love handles. They are mostly only evident when I bend in one direction, but have been getting more and more prominent.
-I have a small pot belly standing up, and it’s starting to get outlined by some of my smaller shirts. It’s jiggly and more soft than a hard ball belly. I can still feel my old muscles beneath it, but it’s softening up wonderfully.
-getting up from a sitting position is not as easy, I feel my gut rolls getting in the way. Same with bending over
-I’ve been told my face is fuller, but I haven’t noticed myself.
(It may seem like these changes are over exaggerated for only 15 pounds, but before I was actively trying to gain I had put on an additional 15 pounds unintentionally from February to May after starting a new medication. So really my gain is about 31 pounds from the start of the year)
I’ve received 2 comments from people about my gain, both positive. I revealed to my girlfriend my gaining goal, and the fact that I am gaining on purpose, and she was happy and supportive about it.
In the past week I have felt conflicted about my Gain. On one hand I am apprehensive about losing my old self, and I feel like I am losing a bit of my identity with the added pounds. Once I gain more I am not going to be the skinny guy, I’m going to be the guy who used to be in great shape and let himself go. That’s both super hot and terrifying to me. It’s a complicated feeling of my mind saying no, but my body saying yes. All that said, I am totally addicted to this process and everytime I say “ok that’s it I’m done, I’m going to lose this weight and go back to normal” I am stuffing my face within the next hour.
I weighed myself (empty) this morning and I am 156.7. Wow. I have put on almost 17 pounds of pure fat in the last month. Some changes I have noticed with the added weight.
-for the first time in my life, you can’t see my ribs unless I suck my gut in
-my pecs are totally soft and I am starting to get the beginning stages of moobs. The are around my nipples is particularly softening up, they are starting to point out ever so slightly
-my thighs fill out my pants so much now, they fit like those ultra-skinny jeans around the thigh area. I can still be my 28’s and 29’s on, but they are really uncomfortable to wear for more than an hour. The 31’s I bought are snug. My ass has also grown quite a lot, my fat distribution seems to not shy away from my feminine areas much
-I have had a weird sensation on both my hips for a while, which recently reveled itself to be the beginning of side rolls/love handles. They are mostly only evident when I bend in one direction, but have been getting more and more prominent.
-I have a small pot belly standing up, and it’s starting to get outlined by some of my smaller shirts. It’s jiggly and more soft than a hard ball belly. I can still feel my old muscles beneath it, but it’s softening up wonderfully.
-getting up from a sitting position is not as easy, I feel my gut rolls getting in the way. Same with bending over
-I’ve been told my face is fuller, but I haven’t noticed myself.
(It may seem like these changes are over exaggerated for only 15 pounds, but before I was actively trying to gain I had put on an additional 15 pounds unintentionally from February to May after starting a new medication. So really my gain is about 31 pounds from the start of the year)
I’ve received 2 comments from people about my gain, both positive. I revealed to my girlfriend my gaining goal, and the fact that I am gaining on purpose, and she was happy and supportive about it.
In the past week I have felt conflicted about my Gain. On one hand I am apprehensive about losing my old self, and I feel like I am losing a bit of my identity with the added pounds. Once I gain more I am not going to be the skinny guy, I’m going to be the guy who used to be in great shape and let himself go. That’s both super hot and terrifying to me. It’s a complicated feeling of my mind saying no, but my body saying yes. All that said, I am totally addicted to this process and everytime I say “ok that’s it I’m done, I’m going to lose this weight and go back to normal” I am stuffing my face within the next hour.
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